Yum! Crow Tastes Exactly As I Thought It Would!

So here I am; 14 days off smoking and 11 days left at my current job. This is a really tricky time in my life. I am trying like nothing else to stay positive with everyone, but certainly not totally successful throughout. I have been a jerk to those around me and have been short with everyone who has had any interaction with me for the past 2 weeks. Apologies to everyone, especially Thoran and Rudy. They got the worst of it I think.
Picking up smoking after the Ex-Marriage failed was probably one of the most stupid things I have ever done. I had already quit for some years and I think I was just trying to make my ex-wife mad or something. Tut tut! Must have been hit in the head really hard or something! This theme keeps reoccuring time and again; I make a good choice and after an arbitrary amount of time I forget what it was that I had decided originally. I believe certain folks whom I know would say "Damn Gemini!" to that effect. Yea... Damn me... No, damn me... Shut up... Go to hell...